The lack of recognition in a person’s eyes … She would not look at me. She looked away. I could not get her to acknowledge that I was there, until – finally! – I had talked for ten minutes. Then she turned in her chair and looked at me with a smile.
Archive for September, 2009
The Stranger
September 28, 2009The double of no original
September 28, 2009tv personality marmalade in the finer points
I can’t believe that
September 23, 2009“That is absolutely incredible … “
(One could see this as a definition of science fiction.)
The role of the personality in trauma
September 22, 2009It occurs to me that the childhood traumas that I continue to, or that I continually, re-live, that I repeatedly revive (in whatever fashion) in adulthood, the traumas, defeats, the things that I can’t live down, that keep re-manifesting in the various types of the aberrant behaviour that I indulge in, that those old forgotten worn out cases were in anycase experienced in the first instance because I had a personality prone to them, and that in a manner of speaking induced them, so in a way it was not just ‘accident’ that they should have happened and therefore it is not just time pressure or the weight of worldly affairs that I should be convinced that they form an indelible part of my personality. When I tell myself, “You fail there because of incident x or y” I forget that yes it’s true: these things are indeed a mirror of who I am.
When better is harder to understand …
September 22, 2009William Golding’s descriptions of key moments in Lord of the Flies are sometimes hard to understand, not clear. Hard to visualise or to get a handle on. Better is harder. Simplicity should be the ultimate aim; but you can’t start out like that.
Pragmatism and nonsense are the same branch of the tree.
The Soldier
September 17, 2009Kafka: in actuality these fashion models are rehearsing their induction into a future army. [Vaguely remembered.]
A robot expresses …
September 17, 2009A robot expresses our grasp of infinity.
The species conundrum
September 17, 2009It is not a cultural fact that we are heading into a world of robots. It is not even a technological one. In a sense we have always been doing so because as a species (that is in contrast with wild creatures) we are doomed to live in a finite universe.
The robot / human conundrum
September 17, 2009The dissolution of the robot/human interface is the inevitable terminus of the fact that we live in a finite world without end …
An Emotional Robot
September 14, 2009Describe