Out of substance

September 4, 2007

The telephone exchange … bmm bmm; nothing.  Automatic voices.  Once I get through, finally!, speak to a real person, it is to someone in India.  I am not speaking to anyone with whom I can talk directly (as a corporeal equal).  There is a displacement. (A displacement in time and space, in culture and language.)  I interface with software.  A kind of computer subsystem inside another subsystem, a virtual substance: an inexistence so that I don’t exist, for it ‘is’ only as a fiction, as ‘awareness’.  Home is inside a nothing ‘not nothing’.

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